An experiment
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likealarkTHIS IS AN EXPERIMENT. I have a theory that this fic, originally written by ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
gyzym over HERE, can be find-and-replace'd into a Red/Green Pokémon fic.
The result is something that reads like a real world/pokemon world fusion AU where the implications of Red's relationship with Team Rocket are fascinating and maybe a little unsettling. Green mostly remains the same.
Changes: a lot actually, but since no one will read this I will not bother to mark them; basically, any overt Pokémon references used to be Inception once, before I changed them.
Title: all i want of the world, coming down
Author:gyzym (and outstretched messed it up without permission, sorry)
Pairing:Arthur/Eames Red/Green
Rating: PG
Wordcount: ~2K
Author's Note: Every now and again, an old itch crops up. Unending thanks topostcardmystery, for encouraging this itch, reading the result, and helping me title and summarize the damn thing.
Summary: Dreaming, driving, dying; this is a story about how things don't change.
all i want of the world, coming down
The championship runs like a fault line through Red's life, the gap between the shuddering plates of now and then, the vestiges of an earthquake sketched in blood and shadow and the last good years of a long-dead empire. Reality shatters under his shaking palms, yellows like the pages of forgotten history books; he could rewrite it, but he figures that's getting old.
He'll never have to work again, so he rents a car, rents another, shakes off his past like a dog after a rainstorm and sings along with the radio. He learns again to dress for occasion, instead of for the person he wishes he could be--he learns again to enter a room without checking the exits first, to listen for listening's sake instead of for whatever it is he's not being told. He opens his mouth in Freeport in January, lets snow gather against his tongue until his lips are numb, and reads John Irving novels by the handful. He's not his own person, but he's not anyone else's.
The words undefeated champion lose their bitterness, and then their meaning, and then wind around again until they're almost funny. Red learns to be a pointless man, writes not all who wander are lost on the back of a postcard and sends it to an address he hasn't quite forgotten, eats corn dogs at a county fair and dreams of aimless vines curling up an old oak tree. His fingers get sticky, so he buries them in the sand just past a rest stop on the Georgia coast, lets a summer peach drip juice down his chin, believes in nothing but the rising dawn.
Green finds him in Little Rock, looking worse for the wear but better for the sunshine. He's leaning against a gas pump and smoking a cigarette, courting danger with sparks instead of Pokémon battles, too thin and not ashamed of it. He shows teeth when he grins, and Red doesn't bother asking the hows or whys of what he's doing here; it's obvious he's waiting, and Red remembers the life he once led, where all information was a commodity, where everything was just a question of trading costs.
"Where're you headed?" says Red.
"You tell me," says Green, and Red lets him in the car.
--
The road with two is better than the road with one, for all Green rips off bandages Red'd meant to leave alone. He was a sleeping dog, and should have known better than to think Green would let him lie; he'd be bitter, weary of it, but that's not the kind of person he is anymore. If Red learned anything from slipping in and out of history, from traipsing about in strange towns like he belonged there, it was this--you can be anything you want to be, provided a certain ruthlessness, provided you're willing to let parts of yourself go.
The parts of Red that killed for sport are roosting in a birch tree, keeping company with old owls who know better than to trust them. The parts of Red that kept faith with madmen drowned over the Pacific, shed during a long flight that felt longer. The parts of Red that looked at Green and wanted were, once, locked up where even extractors couldn't find them. They're not anymore. Red is too old for tricks.
"You're different," Green says, the shadow of a thunderstorm tailing them down an Ohio highway, his eyebrows up. "You've…shifted, I s'pose, not that I could tell you how. I didn't think that happened to people."
"Shifting?" says Red, and Green shakes his head, bites the end of a toothpick, tosses his cigarette out the window. It sparks behind them, catching Red's eye in the rearview mirror, before the sky lets out a bellow and releases its bounty at last. The cigarette drowns. Green's eyes are warm.
"Change," he says. "I think people are who they are, no matter what they're playing at. Have to be, don't they? Couldn't fake them properly, otherwise."
Red slants him a smile and pulls off at the nearest exit, winds the car down and away from I-75 until there's no remnants of civilization in sight. At the far edge of his vision, an old grain silo has gone to rust; in front of him, Green is looking at him like he's a safe he can't quite manage to crack.
Red climbs out of the car, takes off his shoes, sinks his feet into the mud. He shuts the door when Green starts asking question and climbs, staining the windshield brown as as he goes, stands with his head tipped back and his arms outstretched as the dampened air whips around him. This is a stupid, silly thing to do, but Red is no longer afraid of being a stupid, silly man. That part of him was born in a classroom in Pallet Town, stoked in the fires of his mother's empty living room, brought to keening, unrelenting fruition at the hands of a man who'd once lived for someone else. That part of Red was Red's last victory.
"You're mad, you know," Green calls up to him, his door cracked open just enough to let the words carry. "Completely mental. The championship did something to you, I swear it."
"Change, Green," Red yells back, working to be heard over the thunder shouting him down, and Green's laughter carries over the sound of the squall.
--
Green stays too thin through the summer, stays too thin for long enough that Red realizes he isn't, not really; this is what Green looks like when he's at home, sharp planes and sharper eyes, a diet of cigarettes and coffee and dog-eared Vonnegut novels that he never really reads. Red leaves him be and wanders on, lets him sleep off long benders in the backseat, leaves him in Santa Fe one night just for the fun of it. When he comes back, Green is spitting mad and pretending not to be, swallowing it down for an unlocked door, the passenger seat of a busted-up old Chevy, and Red thinks about loneliness for nearly a hundred miles.
"Where are we going?" Green asks, once.
"Wherever we feel like," Red says. "Somewhere else. The next stop. The world's largest ball of yarn--I don't care. We're being untethered."
"I knew you hadn't changed," Green says, but it's soft, so Red doesn't get angry, doesn't even try.
--
They kiss for the first time (this time) on the first real day of fall, autumn sweeping across the horizon, Colorado's mountains singing them home. Green's knuckles skate across Red's jawline and Red's palm slides up along Green's ribcage, because he took off his shirt in Utah and hasn't put it on since. There are little cigarette burns pockmarking his chest, ash flown back at him and leaving him swearing, and Red would've tried to find them, once. Now he leaves it easy, pushes nothing, abandons the car by the side of the road and drags Green out into the tall grasses and blushing trees.
"I loved you, you know," Green says. "Before, when we--"
"Of course I know that," Red says. "I loved you too; I just couldn't sort it out. Reality got too hard."
"I suppose we'd know from reality."
"I suppose we would," Red says, and thinks of something. "Is that why you think people don't change? Because that was easier than optimism, in the long run?"
"No," Green says. "I think people don't change because I never did."
"Egotistical of you," Red says. "False, too. You're not the man you used to be."
"Am I not?" Green asks, and when his mouth comes for Red's again, it's hungry. "I could've sworn."
--
They drive slow through the fall, into winter, stay longer when they stop, learn towns the way they've been learning roads. Red knows Green's body already, once spent hours mapping it out because he couldn't be sure it was really there; he learns it again, the doubt stripped away, and finds things he'd missed the first time.
Red's PokéDex lives in the glove compartment instead of his pocket. Green's finds its way out from between his twitching fingers eventually, but it's a long fight.
"We could stop running," Green says to Red in February. It's cold like the end of the world outside, cold like an ice age is creeping on silent feet towards the room of the Super 8 they're lately calling home. Red wouldn't mind, really, if an ice age came. He'd be frozen like this for future generations to find, twined up in something he never wanted to escape to begin with, a borrowed smoke hanging between his lips like all the things he's never learned to say. It wouldn't be so bad, as eternities go.
"We're not running," he says, instead. "I'm not running. Are you running?"
"Depends," Green says. "Do you mean towards something, or away from it?"
--
"I would've killed Giovanni to save myself," Red admits in March. "Or to save you, or just…just to kill him, honestly. I was so angry I went blind. It stopped being about winning; that's when I knew I couldn't do it again."
"I can't run the gym anymore," Green confesses, the dead of night in April, like it hurts him to say the words aloud. "Being someone else felt like cheating, afterwards. There's only so much the body can do, if the spirit's not willing at all."
"I started driving because it was easier," says Red, on an overpass in Montana in May. "And because I didn't know who I was anymore. And I guess I thought you wouldn't follow me, if I didn't give you something to chase."
"Well, what do you think I was doing at that gas station," Green demands, and something Red's chest sparks, shudders, blooms like the forest that cuts up around them, going steadily greener in the mid-morning light.
--
In June, Red retires the Chevy and Green signs his name on the lease for a house in Michigan. There's cherry trees in walking distance and a historical society marker on the door, no neighbors for two miles on either side; Green fills one room with books, and Red fills another with movies, and the rest of them they fill with each other, one way or another. Shipments come from their various hidey-holes, marked with postage from the world over, and Red peels off the stamps and sticks them to walls in testament.
"People don't change," Green says one night, his head dangling off the back edge of the porch swing, his feet kicking aimlessly up the chains holding it aloft. "But maybe lives do. I'd be willing to concede the point."
Red could answer a hundred ways, but he's still too old for tricks. He's driven the country and danced in the rain, eaten a summer peach in Georgia and swallowed snow in Maine, tasted autumn on someone else's tongue. He's right; nothing's ever constant. Green is right; he will always be himself.
"You should put that on a plaque," Red says, very dry, and Green's laughter carries across the yard. That night, Red dreams of old empires, of abandoned shackles; of people falling in love.
gyzym over HERE, can be find-and-replace'd into a Red/Green Pokémon fic.The result is something that reads like a real world/pokemon world fusion AU where the implications of Red's relationship with Team Rocket are fascinating and maybe a little unsettling. Green mostly remains the same.
Changes: a lot actually, but since no one will read this I will not bother to mark them; basically, any overt Pokémon references used to be Inception once, before I changed them.
Title: all i want of the world, coming down
Author:
gyzym (and outstretched messed it up without permission, sorry)Pairing:
Rating: PG
Wordcount: ~2K
Author's Note: Every now and again, an old itch crops up. Unending thanks to
postcardmystery, for encouraging this itch, reading the result, and helping me title and summarize the damn thing. Summary: Dreaming, driving, dying; this is a story about how things don't change.
The championship runs like a fault line through Red's life, the gap between the shuddering plates of now and then, the vestiges of an earthquake sketched in blood and shadow and the last good years of a long-dead empire. Reality shatters under his shaking palms, yellows like the pages of forgotten history books; he could rewrite it, but he figures that's getting old.
He'll never have to work again, so he rents a car, rents another, shakes off his past like a dog after a rainstorm and sings along with the radio. He learns again to dress for occasion, instead of for the person he wishes he could be--he learns again to enter a room without checking the exits first, to listen for listening's sake instead of for whatever it is he's not being told. He opens his mouth in Freeport in January, lets snow gather against his tongue until his lips are numb, and reads John Irving novels by the handful. He's not his own person, but he's not anyone else's.
The words undefeated champion lose their bitterness, and then their meaning, and then wind around again until they're almost funny. Red learns to be a pointless man, writes not all who wander are lost on the back of a postcard and sends it to an address he hasn't quite forgotten, eats corn dogs at a county fair and dreams of aimless vines curling up an old oak tree. His fingers get sticky, so he buries them in the sand just past a rest stop on the Georgia coast, lets a summer peach drip juice down his chin, believes in nothing but the rising dawn.
Green finds him in Little Rock, looking worse for the wear but better for the sunshine. He's leaning against a gas pump and smoking a cigarette, courting danger with sparks instead of Pokémon battles, too thin and not ashamed of it. He shows teeth when he grins, and Red doesn't bother asking the hows or whys of what he's doing here; it's obvious he's waiting, and Red remembers the life he once led, where all information was a commodity, where everything was just a question of trading costs.
"Where're you headed?" says Red.
"You tell me," says Green, and Red lets him in the car.
The road with two is better than the road with one, for all Green rips off bandages Red'd meant to leave alone. He was a sleeping dog, and should have known better than to think Green would let him lie; he'd be bitter, weary of it, but that's not the kind of person he is anymore. If Red learned anything from slipping in and out of history, from traipsing about in strange towns like he belonged there, it was this--you can be anything you want to be, provided a certain ruthlessness, provided you're willing to let parts of yourself go.
The parts of Red that killed for sport are roosting in a birch tree, keeping company with old owls who know better than to trust them. The parts of Red that kept faith with madmen drowned over the Pacific, shed during a long flight that felt longer. The parts of Red that looked at Green and wanted were, once, locked up where even extractors couldn't find them. They're not anymore. Red is too old for tricks.
"You're different," Green says, the shadow of a thunderstorm tailing them down an Ohio highway, his eyebrows up. "You've…shifted, I s'pose, not that I could tell you how. I didn't think that happened to people."
"Shifting?" says Red, and Green shakes his head, bites the end of a toothpick, tosses his cigarette out the window. It sparks behind them, catching Red's eye in the rearview mirror, before the sky lets out a bellow and releases its bounty at last. The cigarette drowns. Green's eyes are warm.
"Change," he says. "I think people are who they are, no matter what they're playing at. Have to be, don't they? Couldn't fake them properly, otherwise."
Red slants him a smile and pulls off at the nearest exit, winds the car down and away from I-75 until there's no remnants of civilization in sight. At the far edge of his vision, an old grain silo has gone to rust; in front of him, Green is looking at him like he's a safe he can't quite manage to crack.
Red climbs out of the car, takes off his shoes, sinks his feet into the mud. He shuts the door when Green starts asking question and climbs, staining the windshield brown as as he goes, stands with his head tipped back and his arms outstretched as the dampened air whips around him. This is a stupid, silly thing to do, but Red is no longer afraid of being a stupid, silly man. That part of him was born in a classroom in Pallet Town, stoked in the fires of his mother's empty living room, brought to keening, unrelenting fruition at the hands of a man who'd once lived for someone else. That part of Red was Red's last victory.
"You're mad, you know," Green calls up to him, his door cracked open just enough to let the words carry. "Completely mental. The championship did something to you, I swear it."
"Change, Green," Red yells back, working to be heard over the thunder shouting him down, and Green's laughter carries over the sound of the squall.
Green stays too thin through the summer, stays too thin for long enough that Red realizes he isn't, not really; this is what Green looks like when he's at home, sharp planes and sharper eyes, a diet of cigarettes and coffee and dog-eared Vonnegut novels that he never really reads. Red leaves him be and wanders on, lets him sleep off long benders in the backseat, leaves him in Santa Fe one night just for the fun of it. When he comes back, Green is spitting mad and pretending not to be, swallowing it down for an unlocked door, the passenger seat of a busted-up old Chevy, and Red thinks about loneliness for nearly a hundred miles.
"Where are we going?" Green asks, once.
"Wherever we feel like," Red says. "Somewhere else. The next stop. The world's largest ball of yarn--I don't care. We're being untethered."
"I knew you hadn't changed," Green says, but it's soft, so Red doesn't get angry, doesn't even try.
They kiss for the first time (this time) on the first real day of fall, autumn sweeping across the horizon, Colorado's mountains singing them home. Green's knuckles skate across Red's jawline and Red's palm slides up along Green's ribcage, because he took off his shirt in Utah and hasn't put it on since. There are little cigarette burns pockmarking his chest, ash flown back at him and leaving him swearing, and Red would've tried to find them, once. Now he leaves it easy, pushes nothing, abandons the car by the side of the road and drags Green out into the tall grasses and blushing trees.
"I loved you, you know," Green says. "Before, when we--"
"Of course I know that," Red says. "I loved you too; I just couldn't sort it out. Reality got too hard."
"I suppose we'd know from reality."
"I suppose we would," Red says, and thinks of something. "Is that why you think people don't change? Because that was easier than optimism, in the long run?"
"No," Green says. "I think people don't change because I never did."
"Egotistical of you," Red says. "False, too. You're not the man you used to be."
"Am I not?" Green asks, and when his mouth comes for Red's again, it's hungry. "I could've sworn."
They drive slow through the fall, into winter, stay longer when they stop, learn towns the way they've been learning roads. Red knows Green's body already, once spent hours mapping it out because he couldn't be sure it was really there; he learns it again, the doubt stripped away, and finds things he'd missed the first time.
Red's PokéDex lives in the glove compartment instead of his pocket. Green's finds its way out from between his twitching fingers eventually, but it's a long fight.
"We could stop running," Green says to Red in February. It's cold like the end of the world outside, cold like an ice age is creeping on silent feet towards the room of the Super 8 they're lately calling home. Red wouldn't mind, really, if an ice age came. He'd be frozen like this for future generations to find, twined up in something he never wanted to escape to begin with, a borrowed smoke hanging between his lips like all the things he's never learned to say. It wouldn't be so bad, as eternities go.
"We're not running," he says, instead. "I'm not running. Are you running?"
"Depends," Green says. "Do you mean towards something, or away from it?"
"I would've killed Giovanni to save myself," Red admits in March. "Or to save you, or just…just to kill him, honestly. I was so angry I went blind. It stopped being about winning; that's when I knew I couldn't do it again."
"I can't run the gym anymore," Green confesses, the dead of night in April, like it hurts him to say the words aloud. "Being someone else felt like cheating, afterwards. There's only so much the body can do, if the spirit's not willing at all."
"I started driving because it was easier," says Red, on an overpass in Montana in May. "And because I didn't know who I was anymore. And I guess I thought you wouldn't follow me, if I didn't give you something to chase."
"Well, what do you think I was doing at that gas station," Green demands, and something Red's chest sparks, shudders, blooms like the forest that cuts up around them, going steadily greener in the mid-morning light.
In June, Red retires the Chevy and Green signs his name on the lease for a house in Michigan. There's cherry trees in walking distance and a historical society marker on the door, no neighbors for two miles on either side; Green fills one room with books, and Red fills another with movies, and the rest of them they fill with each other, one way or another. Shipments come from their various hidey-holes, marked with postage from the world over, and Red peels off the stamps and sticks them to walls in testament.
"People don't change," Green says one night, his head dangling off the back edge of the porch swing, his feet kicking aimlessly up the chains holding it aloft. "But maybe lives do. I'd be willing to concede the point."
Red could answer a hundred ways, but he's still too old for tricks. He's driven the country and danced in the rain, eaten a summer peach in Georgia and swallowed snow in Maine, tasted autumn on someone else's tongue. He's right; nothing's ever constant. Green is right; he will always be himself.
"You should put that on a plaque," Red says, very dry, and Green's laughter carries across the yard. That night, Red dreams of old empires, of abandoned shackles; of people falling in love.
